๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐! ๐๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐๐ถ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐๐ท๐บ ๐๐ฐ๐น ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐๐ถ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐๐ถ๐ฆ๐ต, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ค๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐ช๐ฌ๐บ๐ข๐ฎ. ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐น๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ถ๐บ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ. Subdue my would-be usurpers with a marriage proposal and guarantee my sovereignty. Little did I know that my reign should have been the least of my worries. Levi won my heart and carved his name inside it for all to see. Teodoro conquered my body, bending it to his will and calling it his own. But Atlasโฆ Atlas wants my soulโto conquer and destroy. He wants to ruin me. ๐ผ๐ฃ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฉโ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐โฆ ๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ก๐ ๐ ๐ข๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ก๐๐ฉ ๐๐๐ข. *๐๐ก๐ ๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐๐ก๐๐ ๐๐ฎ๐๐๐ง ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ #๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ๐๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ฌ๐, ๐๐ง๐๐ฆ๐ข๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ, ๐๐จ๐ซ๐๐๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ, ๐ฆ๐๐๐ข๐๐ฏ๐๐ฅ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฒ๐๐ฅ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐๐. *๐๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐ข๐ง ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐๐ฎ๐๐๐ง ๐๐ฎ๐๐ญ.
๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ
๐๐ง๐๐๐ค ๐๐๐๐ค!
Chapter 1
Atlas
Itโs the waiting thatโs unnerving.
So much so that I find myself furiously pacing my castleโs great hall in the early hours of the morning instead of enjoying the comfort of my warm bed.
Itโs become such a common occurrence that my men have started to joke that their lord and liege has become a creature of the night, taking ghosts as paramours and fucking their spirits to the high heavens where the gods can finally welcome their souls home.
But while my men have kept themselves busy as they wait, even if only by being entertained by my sudden case of insomnia, Iโm not as fortunate in finding such amusement to occupy my time.
Unfortunately, not being able to have a full nightโs rest for the past month hasnโt been the only thing that has been plaguing me of late. Anytime I sit down for a meal, food has a way of tasting sourly bitter on my lips. Even the usual quick fix of drinking myself blind with imported rum does nothing to tame my thoughtsโnot even the soothing melodic sound of crashing waves slamming against the cliffs beneath my fortress of a castle is able to brighten my tempest disposition.
There is no satisfaction to be had with such mundane things.
Not when true satisfaction is almost within my graspโeven if it does feel like itโs coming at a snailโs leisurely pace.
Argh.
Like I saidโฆ itโs the waiting that sets my teeth on edge.
With each passing day, I feel my blood slowly boil to a fevered pitch, threatening to spill over if it has to wait another hourโnayโanother second, before its ardent craving is finally satiated.
This unnerving impatience of mine comes as a pesky surprise, though.
I should be accustomed to this tiresome waiting game by now.
After all, Iโve waited years for this.
Years biding my time in this wretched purgatory limbo, just waiting for the blessed day when the reckoning scales of justice would finally tip in my favor and grant me the one thing Iโve been obsessing over for most of my young adult lifeโretribution.
Nothing will taste sweeter to me than getting revenge on those who had a hand in destroying my kingdom and ripping the very heart and soul out of it, ensuring its ruin.
Hmm.
Maybe it was my youth that had kept me patient back then.
Time had been my friend, so the tedious affair of waiting hadnโt been so painstakingly aggravating to me as it is now, but rather a welcomed gift.
Even then, I knew I needed all the time I could get to prepare myself for the days aheadโbut most importantly, I needed time to become the king the west truly deserved.
Gods know my predecessor was anything but.
However, now that I finally find myself at destinyโs gates, so close to avenging the innocent blood spilled and sold in the name of power and greed, my usual controlled demeanor is starting to show its first cracks.
And itโs all because of herโthe winter queen.
Damn her to hell.
The memories of our misspent youth have somehow managed to creep into my thoughts lately. Every day I can feel them sink their claws into my subconscious without my consent and take purchase at the very center of my mind instead of staying in the shadows to where I had banished them a long time ago. Every time I swat one of these nettlesome thoughts away, the more assault me like flies to shit. Itโs not like I will them into being either. No matter what measures I take to prevent them from crossing my mind, the smallest things trigger them into existence.
A cool breeze brings a faint melody of childrenโs joyful laughter into my ear.
The sound of crushing leaves at my feet feels reminiscent of boots treading over pale, white snow.
Even now, the flickering flames in the fireplace that dance in my sight, remind me of four stupid-ass kids who would howl at the moon and dance around a firepit, with a dark blue sky and twinkling stars above them as their only accomplices to such childish shenanigans.
Innocence at its finestโฆ and its cruelest.
Someone like Levi might look back at these memories with a hue of fondness.
Teo would probably smirk with pride at his mischievous ways, even at such a young age.
But me?
All that these memories do is serve to remind me how naรฏve I was.
How fucking frail and powerless.
And how foolish I had been in believing her traitorous lies by calling them the godsโ holy truth.
Argh.
No matter.
Those memories can haunt me all they want, for they hold no power over me now.
They can no longer touch me, much less hurt me.
Instead, I can take comfort in knowing that the young lovesick prince that once lived to follow and worship her very shadow is long dead.
All that is left of him is meโa king. The very one that will bring fire and brimstone to the north and turn pure white snow into ash and soot.
The north will no longer rule over Aikyam, for there will be no north to speak ofโonly a wasteland where that vile kingdom once stood.
And as the years cleanse the memories of all the horrors that the north brought to the west, so shall the memory of its very existence be wiped clean.
Itโs with this thought that I find peace. Envisioning the destruction of the northern reign of terror feels like a soothing balm that eases my black soul and breathes life into my lungs.
My mother always said that the gods have a purpose for us all.
I found mine the day she left her mortal coil.
I shall be judge, jury, and executioner of the north.
They will all pay for their crimes.
Starting with their soulless queen.
A trace of a smile starts to tug at my lips, but before it has a chance to fully form, I hear hurried footsteps running in my direction.
I turn away from the fireplace mantle and see one of my young squires dash toward me.
โYour Grace! Your Grace!โ he shouts, still halfway from where Iโm standing.
I keep rooted to my spot, impatiently waiting for him to reach me and eager to learn the news he brings.
โYourโฆ Highโฆ ness,โ he belts breathlessly when heโs finally within armโs reach. โSheโsโฆ here! Sheโsโฆ here!โ
โBreathe, boy,โ I urge, sounding just as frantic as he is. I grab his shoulders, giving them a little shake, and ask, โWhoโs here?โ
Still incapable of speaking coherently, he points to the windows of my hall.
I release my grip on him, leaving him where he stands to regain his breath, and rush to the closest window.
My heart instantly stops at the scenery before me.
Beyond the horizon, black smoke rises to the high heavens, tainting the soft tones of an early dawn sky. On a faraway hill, a burning pyre signals that the day of reckoning has come at last.
Suddenly, all the tension brought on by waiting so long for this day to arrive dissipates, sliding off my shoulders and back like water. As if baptized anew, my body is now rejuvenated, and my mind is clear with razor-sharp focus.
The time for reminiscing on the past is over.
All memories of the dead prince and his so-called friends cease to exist.
There is only one image that persists.
A premonition of the futureโthe winter queenโs slender neck broken at the end of my noose.
The smile that had eluded me is now stretched wide on my face, unable to contain the excitement.
โAnd so it begins.โ
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